The path I'm on

I had a sober dream. One about my situation, about my love, my life, my heartache. My situation is sad. And there is not an end in sight. But death is in the future, and on the path I'm on, I saw the future. In a way. My dream was that I was going to die soon, so I visited my husband. I had to leave, it's not where I lived, but I visited him so I could help him pick flowers for my funeral. I didn't want him to have to worry while it was happening and have to change wilted ones, so I got him more robust ones. I loved him deeply so I wanted him to be ok. This is very much where I am with my partner. It's so sad.